Back and Forth
There are so many subjects that I debate with myself about. To the point where I feel ill... Probably not healthy. I'm constantly weighing the pros and cons against eachother, and it's kinda depressing. I mean, there's only like 3 or 4 things I can actually think of that I do this to, but how do you choose? It's like choosing a side in a war or something, you never know which side is truely the "right" side. And even if you do the so called right thing, how do you know it won't have very negative reprecussions?
This is one of those emo posts that has been floating around my mind for a while now... Sorry for it. But I had to talk about my inner struggle. It probably doesn't seem like anything big or noteworthy, but it's seriously making me sick, my stomach does flips whenever I think about it. And the worst part is is that I'm constantly thinking about it. About what to do... It's just hard and I get this sinking feeling that if I don't make a choice and just let events take their own course, it's going to come back and bite me in the ass. Ugh.
This is one of those emo posts that has been floating around my mind for a while now... Sorry for it. But I had to talk about my inner struggle. It probably doesn't seem like anything big or noteworthy, but it's seriously making me sick, my stomach does flips whenever I think about it. And the worst part is is that I'm constantly thinking about it. About what to do... It's just hard and I get this sinking feeling that if I don't make a choice and just let events take their own course, it's going to come back and bite me in the ass. Ugh.