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Hey everyone...it's been quite awhile since i've made an entry, so here goes...
Everything has been so surreal for me these past couple months..it scares me. I don't know what's happening to me, it's like i'm watching myself do everything, and i can't stop it...as jessica explains....I'm growing up.... and i think that's what it is, i can't grasp reality right now, and i can't stop myself from growing up, and it scares me. i do miss you all...i'm afraid to call people because they might have other plans, but i miss you all. we do need to hang out soon...i don't know if that's even gonna happen. i might not call people, but some people don't call me either. right now i'm trying to focus on getting my grades up and making the paper so i don't have to get bitched at every month from my parents...which hasn't been happening as much as it had been there for awhile...things are settling down.
on a lighter note...who alls going to prom? this is the year when we can all go to prom and have fun...why does there always have to be drama? well, this prom there won't be any drama...hopefully.
well, i love you all, be good@ **kisses**
Everything has been so surreal for me these past couple months..it scares me. I don't know what's happening to me, it's like i'm watching myself do everything, and i can't stop it...as jessica explains....I'm growing up.... and i think that's what it is, i can't grasp reality right now, and i can't stop myself from growing up, and it scares me. i do miss you all...i'm afraid to call people because they might have other plans, but i miss you all. we do need to hang out soon...i don't know if that's even gonna happen. i might not call people, but some people don't call me either. right now i'm trying to focus on getting my grades up and making the paper so i don't have to get bitched at every month from my parents...which hasn't been happening as much as it had been there for awhile...things are settling down.
on a lighter note...who alls going to prom? this is the year when we can all go to prom and have fun...why does there always have to be drama? well, this prom there won't be any drama...hopefully.
well, i love you all, be good@ **kisses**