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In the last week I've made some major life changes and decisions. I've had more fun too. I'm starting to feel like me again. I've probably partied too much but I've laughed even more and more importantly I've made people laugh. Most importantly I've done the things I wanted to do and didn't consider others in the process. I think I've been living for me more than ever and doing it right this time.
I think i've lost weight. I've been exercising a lot lately and I feel much better about myself. I'm starting to get some of my self esteem back and pursue things that I would have only dreamed about pursuing in the past.
on a completely random sidenote...i think if i weren't sleeping alone tonight i'd want to cuddle...and anyone who knows me knows how much i absolutely hate cuddling. maybe this strange desire comes from being around 8 million couples this weekend...or maybe its because i'm getting sick and I liked to be held when i'm sick??? Either way I hope this feeling goes away soon!!!!
i guess its time for bed...i think sammy is already asleep!
I think i've lost weight. I've been exercising a lot lately and I feel much better about myself. I'm starting to get some of my self esteem back and pursue things that I would have only dreamed about pursuing in the past.
on a completely random sidenote...i think if i weren't sleeping alone tonight i'd want to cuddle...and anyone who knows me knows how much i absolutely hate cuddling. maybe this strange desire comes from being around 8 million couples this weekend...or maybe its because i'm getting sick and I liked to be held when i'm sick??? Either way I hope this feeling goes away soon!!!!
i guess its time for bed...i think sammy is already asleep!