life is hard
Im sick of this life right now. Sometimes I just want to be done.
I want to go to church.
Big lesbo at church.
Dont know if I could go.
I never realized things could be so hard. Like back in highschool. They dont tell you how hard life is. they dont tell you all the pain you see and feel. And I see and feel alot. Why didnt anyone tell me?
Bills and rent and money and education and love and family.
It is all a source of stress but we have to see past the stress and find the beauty in it.
And that is so hard to do.
your girlfriend came in to town this weekend. She has been here since Friday and I havent heard from you since then.
And that hurt me.
You said it would never be like that and you were not an asshole.
But this weekend you proved me wrong.
After I fucked you the day before she came here and held you all night while you cried.
None of that appears to mean shit.
It is totally fucked up.
BUt I should feel blessed because I have alot of good friends.
I really really do.
I want to go to church.
Big lesbo at church.
Dont know if I could go.
I never realized things could be so hard. Like back in highschool. They dont tell you how hard life is. they dont tell you all the pain you see and feel. And I see and feel alot. Why didnt anyone tell me?
Bills and rent and money and education and love and family.
It is all a source of stress but we have to see past the stress and find the beauty in it.
And that is so hard to do.
your girlfriend came in to town this weekend. She has been here since Friday and I havent heard from you since then.
And that hurt me.
You said it would never be like that and you were not an asshole.
But this weekend you proved me wrong.
After I fucked you the day before she came here and held you all night while you cried.
None of that appears to mean shit.
It is totally fucked up.
BUt I should feel blessed because I have alot of good friends.
I really really do.