Jan 09, 2004 14:50
Well I get to go see a therapist next week. I am not to sure if I want to do that or not. The only real thing bothering me is my father-mike situation. That's not much to talk about.
It is depressing me. If I have more than a few minutes of "down" time when I am not doing anything, I cry. I just want to lay in bed and never get up. I need my own place. This sucks. I hate feeling this way all the time.
Remember, I use to be happy. I use to enjoy life. Now I just want to get away, run away. Leave everything behind.