home on a friday night when i should be at the movies
this week has been lik one of the shitiest ever!! i figure the world is lik a pile of shit and it sux and you never know who to trust and who to count on and people suck you tell them somethng and they promise not to tell any 1 but then the next day and o would you look at that you dont have a secreat any more you just have 5 bagillion ppl who know and one person who thinks ur gonna tell them another secreat...opp got that wrong... why are girls such backstabbers? can ya tell me that? well i think its jelousy that big green monster...or maybe sumppls dont know how to keep their fuckin mouths shut.......on top of this whole week it jus had to be exam week and who was up doin her projects the night b4....well i guess i got a lil lazy lol.....i wish it was summer bc i and so sick of winter and i wish i had this stupid f-in boot off my foot...only ummmm......only 10 more days til i go back to the doctor ...and i swear if i dont get this stupid thing off and cant go back to dance im gonna have a coniption fit.....lol....im soo hungry and i have a headach and i think its from cryin all afternoon bc i couldnt go to the movies and i had to tell ryan that i couldnt go and i fel so bad so i sat on my floor and blasted my yellowcard and after listening to it 3 times and crying the whole way through i deffinatially feel much better and then i talked 2 wayne and he was singin to me ...well online lol...and telling me i cant cry bc there is notin 2 cry bout and i should b happyy !!!!! and it made my day knowing that someone out there cared bout me....and yah i think i got it all out and i dont want ANYONE to take any of this personaly bc shit happens and its jus one bump in the long bumpy road of life....