days go by...
I can't even believe that things are happening this quickly.
Marisa's wedding is in 19 days and she'll be preggers
I'm pretty sure I may have just lost one of my good friends
I'm finally in Peterborough
but I already miss my new friends from home ....
but i miss my Trent people the same, if not more.
I'm not really sure what I want, where I'm going, or how I'm going to get there.. for now
It's weird how we search to get to that point where everything is how we like it.. but then something happens to turn it upside down. How we thought that friends, especially the close ones, would never do things like that to us.
I'm just so apprehensive about so many things and they're all happening so fast.
Everyone keeps talking about what's going to happen this year and I always think of other people's lives. I don't really think about my own... Well I do in the way that I try to wrap my head around my responsibilities and work load.. but not in the personal goals that I haven't obviously set out for myself.
Until two weeks ago I hadn't cried in a long time, and before saturday night i hadn't cried like that to multiple people since.. first year. Even as I'm writting this lame blog or whatever.. I am realizing just how much I haven't thought about some personal things.
What do *I* want to do, and how am *I* going to accomplish that?
*sigh*
I have so much unpacking to do still. I have to clean up my old room so that its ready for Ashley to move in there. If the T-ho's come over tomorrow I have to mow the lawn and clean up the WHOLE house so we have somewhere to party.. For some reason I don't think its going to work out though. As much as I really want it too! Maybe Amy will visit at least.
Overall i'm super excited for this year. It's going to be jam packed with stuff for me to do and I just hope I can manage it.
Picture time!
Paul and Sarah's Wedding
Paul waiting for Sarah
the reception was awesome for almost the whole night
Tim Horton's Adventures
(coming soon)