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It's been.. not even two days and I'm getting bored already.
I don't want to become a couch potato while I wait to hear back from potential employers. I'm trying to figure out a way to get organized and get motivated. I'm thinking of projects I could do, books I want to read ( erin you must read A Fine Balance) etc. However, all of that costs money and apparently I have NONE! I got turned down for a student line of credit and with no job right now, I'm pretty screwed. Story of my life.
It just feels weird not to be bogged down with stuff, not to have a million things on my to-do list. I don't know what to do with myself. So I'm trying to think ahead and attack things that will come up when I'm eventually too busy and can't invest as much time as I'd like to into what I'm doing.
After my interview on Monday, I'm not feeling so confident anymore. I fully know that I am qualified for the position and that I'd need to learn a few things, but I'd for sure be able to tackle it. I just have no idea what the interviewers are really looking for and what is potentially filled and what isn't position wise. I talked to a friend who also applied and she said she also felt kinda sketchy about the situation. But she also mentioned that a lot of people are not coming back, which works in our favour!! I just got really excited when I was preparing for the interview and researching. I found all these awesome camp games and pretty much planned my entire staff training.... yeah.. I'll be pretty bummed if I don't get it. Which is basically me, setting myself up for failure / jinxing myself. *knock on wood*
GAH! I hate searching for jobs!
I need to talk to the G'Rents, get over to their house and print off some photos. That will be one project I can cross of the list. I think tomorrow I'm going to finish cleaning my room, putting up my bulliten board and calendar and stuff.
Last night my mom took me to the mall because I have a wedding to go to this weekend apparently and bought me a dress and necklace (nice mommy). Its really cute except I need some control sucky-iny tummy thing to make it look super hot. It's different but I really like it with my shoes. It's going to be hillarious because I have no idea whats happening this weekend, I know some of Courtney's family and of course the people getting married, but Courtney's in the wedding party so that makes it hard. Apparently I'm sitting at the head table with her for the reception lol! We shall see, we shall see! I'm going to try and take some awesome pictures of the wedding but who knows with my moms camera. It likes to suprise me with some decent pictures, but mostly blurry, not so decent ones. I still love it though. I want a wicked camera, and an artists eye.
Also I really want some sort of hair product to make my hair grow faster! I want longer hair damnit!
*sigh* oh the beginnings of summer
I don't want to become a couch potato while I wait to hear back from potential employers. I'm trying to figure out a way to get organized and get motivated. I'm thinking of projects I could do, books I want to read ( erin you must read A Fine Balance) etc. However, all of that costs money and apparently I have NONE! I got turned down for a student line of credit and with no job right now, I'm pretty screwed. Story of my life.
It just feels weird not to be bogged down with stuff, not to have a million things on my to-do list. I don't know what to do with myself. So I'm trying to think ahead and attack things that will come up when I'm eventually too busy and can't invest as much time as I'd like to into what I'm doing.
After my interview on Monday, I'm not feeling so confident anymore. I fully know that I am qualified for the position and that I'd need to learn a few things, but I'd for sure be able to tackle it. I just have no idea what the interviewers are really looking for and what is potentially filled and what isn't position wise. I talked to a friend who also applied and she said she also felt kinda sketchy about the situation. But she also mentioned that a lot of people are not coming back, which works in our favour!! I just got really excited when I was preparing for the interview and researching. I found all these awesome camp games and pretty much planned my entire staff training.... yeah.. I'll be pretty bummed if I don't get it. Which is basically me, setting myself up for failure / jinxing myself. *knock on wood*
GAH! I hate searching for jobs!
I need to talk to the G'Rents, get over to their house and print off some photos. That will be one project I can cross of the list. I think tomorrow I'm going to finish cleaning my room, putting up my bulliten board and calendar and stuff.
Last night my mom took me to the mall because I have a wedding to go to this weekend apparently and bought me a dress and necklace (nice mommy). Its really cute except I need some control sucky-iny tummy thing to make it look super hot. It's different but I really like it with my shoes. It's going to be hillarious because I have no idea whats happening this weekend, I know some of Courtney's family and of course the people getting married, but Courtney's in the wedding party so that makes it hard. Apparently I'm sitting at the head table with her for the reception lol! We shall see, we shall see! I'm going to try and take some awesome pictures of the wedding but who knows with my moms camera. It likes to suprise me with some decent pictures, but mostly blurry, not so decent ones. I still love it though. I want a wicked camera, and an artists eye.
Also I really want some sort of hair product to make my hair grow faster! I want longer hair damnit!
*sigh* oh the beginnings of summer