Apr 17, 2005 20:13
Yeah, so last week blew, a whole fucking lot. Here's a play by play
Early In the Week- My dad asks me to come visit him, and he's serious, he also asks me about going to stay with my grandmother during her chemo.
Wednesday- I finally tell Sabs that I am not going to live with her next year, which goes over like a clown car at a funeral.
Thursday- I wake up hurting from a sunburn, sad, upset, go to a shitty Astronomy lecture, in which my teacher does not give me my homework back. I then go to the longest fucking Publix shift ever, 2:30-11:30, and i only get half of my break because someone asked me to come back early. I was on the phone with my mom, telling her about Sabs, so I was getting upset again, and hadnt even eaten my food yet. I threw my phone on the table, and almost started crying. But I did not let fucking Publix do it to me.
Oh, and since I was tired, I took SNAP home which I usually dont, and got this big f-ing bruise on my leg when I got out. ERRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Friday- I have to get up at 6:30 so I can meet my group early for our presentation. Luckily that went well. Then I start driving home so I can help my mom move this weekend, more stress and fun, and I get my first fucking SPEEDING TICKET! That was it, I fucking starting crying right in the car, I sat on the road for like 10 minutes crying like a little girl, yelling at no one.
I was so pissed. I hate crying and ya know, fuck everybody else. Im so tired of caring about everyone else first, no one else is looking out for me, so fuck everyone else. Im so tired of trying to be nice to everyone, cause I just get stepped on. So Im glad that shitty week is done with.
Oh, and I decided I am not getting a cat next year, I am getting a dog. What the fuck was I thinking, I am not a cat person.
So I hope everyone had a sunshine filled happy fucking week and weekend. Bleh.