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Haley Hiatt is my best friend. The only person I can truse and I thought it was imprtant for me to tell everyone that. I love her. Haley, I love you. So that's one good thing going for me, I have a friend. Hmmm what else can I say? OH! I'm getting my GED because I'm not going to graduate my senior year and I don't want to be in highschool until I'm 20. I'm going to get a job and work on my GED so by the time I want to travel, everything will be taken care of, that aspect of life is looking pretty good too.
My mom and I are gettig along ok, no crazy drama between her and I for the first time in years. In the last journal I wrote, I talked about how sad I was about being single. Now I'm starting to see why that even makes me sad... I have no inspiration.
I'm a writer, and lately I have had all this creative energy floating around me but I've had nowhere to put it, because I didn't realize that I don't have to be thinking about other people when I'm writing or letting how they effect me determine how I feel. I need to find some inspiration somewhere else. Anywhere else. So that's something I'm working on, getting my creativity back. I'm going to write more, sing more, and do more things productively with music, I'm 16 but I feel like I'm getting old. I need to do something with my pencil, I need to inspire, and a boy won't get me anywhere. Does anyone read this?
My mom and I are gettig along ok, no crazy drama between her and I for the first time in years. In the last journal I wrote, I talked about how sad I was about being single. Now I'm starting to see why that even makes me sad... I have no inspiration.
I'm a writer, and lately I have had all this creative energy floating around me but I've had nowhere to put it, because I didn't realize that I don't have to be thinking about other people when I'm writing or letting how they effect me determine how I feel. I need to find some inspiration somewhere else. Anywhere else. So that's something I'm working on, getting my creativity back. I'm going to write more, sing more, and do more things productively with music, I'm 16 but I feel like I'm getting old. I need to do something with my pencil, I need to inspire, and a boy won't get me anywhere. Does anyone read this?