Take a ride.
I am so bored of my life and this place. I have no motivation for anything, and all I want to do is run away or get lost somewhere else. I'd just like to slowly melt away from life's canvas and drip drop drip onto the floor, unnoticed and unaware, a blur of unlikely colors.
I want to start over, start fresh, white and plain and eager to please. You could make me anything you'd like, anyone but the bored little girl who sits and waits for things to happen. All I can do is sit and wait for this to happen, while everyone goes about their lives hoping for better futures. The future to me is a hazy gray void that someone and something's got to fill.
I'd love a new scenery, new images unfolding before my glassy blues eyes filled with greens and purples and yellows. I need something happy, and I want my sunshine back.
I need to feel like I'm worth something. Finding a purpose here is hard and unfullfiling.
My job here is done, and I'm done and I've moved on.
I want to start over, start fresh, white and plain and eager to please. You could make me anything you'd like, anyone but the bored little girl who sits and waits for things to happen. All I can do is sit and wait for this to happen, while everyone goes about their lives hoping for better futures. The future to me is a hazy gray void that someone and something's got to fill.
I'd love a new scenery, new images unfolding before my glassy blues eyes filled with greens and purples and yellows. I need something happy, and I want my sunshine back.
I need to feel like I'm worth something. Finding a purpose here is hard and unfullfiling.
My job here is done, and I'm done and I've moved on.