Nov 28, 2004 18:55
Ever.Since.Then.
It's all I've wanted.
And you know, I've come to realize that I live in a constant state of waiting, because anticipating is the only thing worthwhile that keeps me going and guessing and loving and living. That's all we need. In my waking hours, I wait, and I expect, and I want things to come true.
Tell me that they will. But please, don't lie to me.
I don't think I write as much, as often, or as eloquently, because I have no new experiences to add to my list. I have grown accustomed to the same old. The same, old experiences are now collecting dust.
Someone move me.
Shake me.
Make me feel something I've never heard before.
I want to learn something new, and be some place I've never imagined.
Well, that's what keeps me smiling now, for the moment being.