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So my story for the day is that this week is totally fucked. So ne ways i started off this week thinkin i had a week off and didn't have to work at all. I wasn't put on the schedual so it wasn't a big deal to me really. I worked saturday and i get paid for friday cuz it's a holiday. Figured i'd make out alright wit out work. So ne ways i get home saturday right before work and my brother comes up to me to tell me that fords called and i had to work monday afternoon. Wasn't too big of a prob only that i had to miss out on two classes monday. All i have to say is i really regret missing it cuz yesterday when i went to class i was sooooo confused on what the hell was goin on.
Well either way then Sunday rolled around and i was plannin on hanging out wit christina but i also told chris i'd hang out wit him for a while first. So i figured i'd be out till around 7 or 8ish then head over to her house and hang out wit her for a few hours. Well chris ended up passin out at adam's while we were watchin a movie (the incredibles is a great movie). Adam tried to wake him up and failed miserably. Well chris ended up gettin up pretty close to 9 and drove me home. That was just after adam had to go upstairs and tell his mom about happenings between julie and chris. But ya before i did all that right after church was done worked called me to work the night shift and i couldn't cuz i was dead tired and i had to work at fords the next day and i didn't wanna be tired for that. Me jerry and chris did also get sun hong that day as well.
Well i figured i'd be clear the the rest of the week and well monday i worked and i made plans to see christina tuesday cuz i bailed on her on sunday and felt bad. So i did that but at the same time also made plans to go to peppers and i thought i'd feel bad if i ditched her again. Luckily we didn't go till later on at night when ppl were done work so i managed to go to her house and watch man on fire then peaced out. Peppers was also a very good night and was fun cept my family is retarded and took the car when i was already out and my dad had to work midnights. So that was explained on a post already. That just reminds me a car better be home tonight.
Ne ways i got a call first thing in the morn today when i just got up, from work tellin me i had to work tonight. Well that's news to me seeing i had class at 8 tomorrow and they wanted me to work till 2 in the freakin morning. There was no way i was doin that so i told them if i could get off early i'd come in. Well they called me back not even half an hour later and said i could leave at 12 if i came in today so i get to work a 6 hour shift tonight :P. Ne ways on top of that i got a call from ford's today when i got home from class. They want me to work tomorrow afternoon.
Well now the whole thing was i had plans for tonight which where hang out wit adam and tj cuz it's been a while. Well i had to call that off cuz of work. Now i had plans tomorrow wit maggie and julie and chris. Well those plans where maybe's ne ways cuz maggie didn't know if she'd be free or not. But ne ways ya ford's asked me to work and of course i'm not sayin pass to that so i'm workin that day now. The only good news on that note is julie works till 10:30 and i'd only have to work till 11 so not bad cuz i can still go out afterwards. Only prob was our plans were basically goin to a movie or something but now taht i'm off at 11 and probably can't be ready till 11:30 what can be done at that late of hour?
Ne ways taht's my week so far and i don't know what otehr dayz i'm gonna work but for a free week off i've been offered a shift on sunday, i'm worked monday, today, tomorrow, and we'll c what other shifts i pick up. On a different note though; back to the christina topic. When i hang out wit her ppl ask me all the time why i do it and why i go see her. Well she's my friend and i wanna keep her as a friend. She's not that bad a person as u guys all think or make her out to be. Only thing is she is that bad of a person that i'm better off not goin out wit her or being involved wit her like that. Ne ways i have to ask ppl to help me out wit this. Now i know i'm over her and i don't want to get involved like that but she's still crazy about me and wants me back. How do i go about tellin her i don't want ne thing from it and the issue of us goin out again is over? I've already informed her that i'm interested in other ppl already and she seemed to be over me seeing things she's done already but in her mind everything she's done in the past has only committed her feelings more to me.
Another thing i have to ask is why are guys so gay. Why do guys get all retarded when it comes to a girl wit a pretty face that comes around? Why is it when ur out hanging out wit ppl as friends ur fine but as soon as u find out that they have interest u get all fucked up and don't know what to do? All i have to say is they're the same person when they were ur friend as now when they like you so why act different? I'd like to believe that but it's true. Even if they've been ur friends for months u can get comfortable and do what ever but the second interest is shown or more like u know they like you, you don't know how ur supposed to act. I do it the same as others and i just wanna know why it happens. Kinda fucked up. Ne ways it's always nice to get back to my uber long posts that have like 3 different topics in it lol
Well either way then Sunday rolled around and i was plannin on hanging out wit christina but i also told chris i'd hang out wit him for a while first. So i figured i'd be out till around 7 or 8ish then head over to her house and hang out wit her for a few hours. Well chris ended up passin out at adam's while we were watchin a movie (the incredibles is a great movie). Adam tried to wake him up and failed miserably. Well chris ended up gettin up pretty close to 9 and drove me home. That was just after adam had to go upstairs and tell his mom about happenings between julie and chris. But ya before i did all that right after church was done worked called me to work the night shift and i couldn't cuz i was dead tired and i had to work at fords the next day and i didn't wanna be tired for that. Me jerry and chris did also get sun hong that day as well.
Well i figured i'd be clear the the rest of the week and well monday i worked and i made plans to see christina tuesday cuz i bailed on her on sunday and felt bad. So i did that but at the same time also made plans to go to peppers and i thought i'd feel bad if i ditched her again. Luckily we didn't go till later on at night when ppl were done work so i managed to go to her house and watch man on fire then peaced out. Peppers was also a very good night and was fun cept my family is retarded and took the car when i was already out and my dad had to work midnights. So that was explained on a post already. That just reminds me a car better be home tonight.
Ne ways i got a call first thing in the morn today when i just got up, from work tellin me i had to work tonight. Well that's news to me seeing i had class at 8 tomorrow and they wanted me to work till 2 in the freakin morning. There was no way i was doin that so i told them if i could get off early i'd come in. Well they called me back not even half an hour later and said i could leave at 12 if i came in today so i get to work a 6 hour shift tonight :P. Ne ways on top of that i got a call from ford's today when i got home from class. They want me to work tomorrow afternoon.
Well now the whole thing was i had plans for tonight which where hang out wit adam and tj cuz it's been a while. Well i had to call that off cuz of work. Now i had plans tomorrow wit maggie and julie and chris. Well those plans where maybe's ne ways cuz maggie didn't know if she'd be free or not. But ne ways ya ford's asked me to work and of course i'm not sayin pass to that so i'm workin that day now. The only good news on that note is julie works till 10:30 and i'd only have to work till 11 so not bad cuz i can still go out afterwards. Only prob was our plans were basically goin to a movie or something but now taht i'm off at 11 and probably can't be ready till 11:30 what can be done at that late of hour?
Ne ways taht's my week so far and i don't know what otehr dayz i'm gonna work but for a free week off i've been offered a shift on sunday, i'm worked monday, today, tomorrow, and we'll c what other shifts i pick up. On a different note though; back to the christina topic. When i hang out wit her ppl ask me all the time why i do it and why i go see her. Well she's my friend and i wanna keep her as a friend. She's not that bad a person as u guys all think or make her out to be. Only thing is she is that bad of a person that i'm better off not goin out wit her or being involved wit her like that. Ne ways i have to ask ppl to help me out wit this. Now i know i'm over her and i don't want to get involved like that but she's still crazy about me and wants me back. How do i go about tellin her i don't want ne thing from it and the issue of us goin out again is over? I've already informed her that i'm interested in other ppl already and she seemed to be over me seeing things she's done already but in her mind everything she's done in the past has only committed her feelings more to me.
Another thing i have to ask is why are guys so gay. Why do guys get all retarded when it comes to a girl wit a pretty face that comes around? Why is it when ur out hanging out wit ppl as friends ur fine but as soon as u find out that they have interest u get all fucked up and don't know what to do? All i have to say is they're the same person when they were ur friend as now when they like you so why act different? I'd like to believe that but it's true. Even if they've been ur friends for months u can get comfortable and do what ever but the second interest is shown or more like u know they like you, you don't know how ur supposed to act. I do it the same as others and i just wanna know why it happens. Kinda fucked up. Ne ways it's always nice to get back to my uber long posts that have like 3 different topics in it lol