Dispatch from the front
I remain present, for now, mostly by my absence -- does that even make sense? Probably not. Much of the time I feel like I'm trying to dance with two left feet while being unable to hear the music, so my available level of sense at any given moment is rarely a thing of beauty or a joy forever.
The summer's six and a half weeks of radiation is well behind me now. Apparently radiation can keep working for a while after it ends, and I think the plan is to do biopsies in another month or so, see where we stand and what's next. I play a cat and mouse game these days with pain and pain meds and millions of hours at medical appointments, but I remain generally in my zen zone, taking great delight in such people who come my way every day (most of them, anyway :-)).
I'll leave comments on, just to say HI a little more thoroughly -- albeit without any guarantees of answering any there might be; who knows if my two left feet will agree to cooperate for such an ambitious project as *answering* :-)) Wish I were more involved in reading and writing ff right now, but those muscles aren't back in reliable play yet.
Meanwhile, feel yourselves hugged and beamed at and just, seriously, loved. Keep well, y'all.
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The summer's six and a half weeks of radiation is well behind me now. Apparently radiation can keep working for a while after it ends, and I think the plan is to do biopsies in another month or so, see where we stand and what's next. I play a cat and mouse game these days with pain and pain meds and millions of hours at medical appointments, but I remain generally in my zen zone, taking great delight in such people who come my way every day (most of them, anyway :-)).
I'll leave comments on, just to say HI a little more thoroughly -- albeit without any guarantees of answering any there might be; who knows if my two left feet will agree to cooperate for such an ambitious project as *answering* :-)) Wish I were more involved in reading and writing ff right now, but those muscles aren't back in reliable play yet.
Meanwhile, feel yourselves hugged and beamed at and just, seriously, loved. Keep well, y'all.
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