Aug 22, 2006 23:46
Yeah, I'm still moping about over that asshole Sergey. Its so frustrating seeing everyone else getting ready for the new season, and I'm doing nothing. I really think its killing me. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I go to the rink but then I feel lost and out of place and don't know what to do. Its so unfair. I worked so hard to get up to the senior level in dance, and now I'm sitting here doing nothing. Makes me want to throw up. How can we put in all that effort, all that time, all that money, and then he just walks away? Who does that?
Does anyone remember that Charlie Brown quote, something to the effect of, "Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter like unrequited love?" Yeha I feel like that only, "Nothing ruins the taste of ice cream like an asshole partner walking away from you." I did try to drown my disappointment in a double scoop of cherry vanilla on a sugar cone, but it was of no help. I dumped it after three licks. I hope he's happy.