I'll take cheese with my whine
I just have to get this out of my head before it explodes. If you're not interested in attending my pity party...move on.
1) Why is there never enough time in a day? Why do I have to spend 2+ of those daily hours en route to this stupid job that gets worse every single day?
2) Why do parents have to move several hours away and then get sick? How come I have to be the bad daughter since I have a JOB and can't go up there any time anything happens? Why do I feel like such a horrible daughter because I want to go to a party on Saturday instead of going to Old Person Land, including missing all the weekend HOME time to get stuff done?
3) Why does my sister insist on asking me to babysit, let alone on weeknights with BOTH kids? Why do I have to feel like such a horrible person because I don't want to drive 1.5 hours into work by myself, work an 8+ hour day, then drive 1+ hours down to her place, for TWO HOURS of babysitting, and then another 1+ hours home...did I mention its on a WEEK NIGHT??
4) Why does this job have to get worse every day? Why can't I go work at my parents house a couple of days during the week so then I can be available to go see dad afterwards? Why can't this shithole just work with me on that? Or heck, why can't my "MANAGER" work with me since others in this office get to work at home for even LESS of valid reasons???
Alright, before I start crying AGAIN today at work...I'm done.
Tonight, dinner, then bed. :(
1) Why is there never enough time in a day? Why do I have to spend 2+ of those daily hours en route to this stupid job that gets worse every single day?
2) Why do parents have to move several hours away and then get sick? How come I have to be the bad daughter since I have a JOB and can't go up there any time anything happens? Why do I feel like such a horrible daughter because I want to go to a party on Saturday instead of going to Old Person Land, including missing all the weekend HOME time to get stuff done?
3) Why does my sister insist on asking me to babysit, let alone on weeknights with BOTH kids? Why do I have to feel like such a horrible person because I don't want to drive 1.5 hours into work by myself, work an 8+ hour day, then drive 1+ hours down to her place, for TWO HOURS of babysitting, and then another 1+ hours home...did I mention its on a WEEK NIGHT??
4) Why does this job have to get worse every day? Why can't I go work at my parents house a couple of days during the week so then I can be available to go see dad afterwards? Why can't this shithole just work with me on that? Or heck, why can't my "MANAGER" work with me since others in this office get to work at home for even LESS of valid reasons???
Alright, before I start crying AGAIN today at work...I'm done.
Tonight, dinner, then bed. :(