Dec 04, 2006 07:10
starting fresh cant ignore what brought us here...our past catches up regardless..if we ignore it
shawn made me realize that there is so much to remember...and i remember that it happened but i cant feel it....watercolors, maine, mini her, sitting in backs of station wagons with him...it was nice when others would drive..we knew it was something...all the things they wanted to do when they started to die...we are doing, we are whats next, we are strong, we have a deep understanding of the red apple and its very lonely, and even more important we must accept that all we've loved is all we own.....goodness, i know its allllllllllll around but it stops at my skin
im surrrounded, by 4 year olds, by idiots, by heroes...........and no one underfuckingstands......me included
nothing changes...nothing ever stops changing
cue knight on white stallion ...when do i find him in this skin?