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I've made realizations about myself. I've surfaced emotions past and dragged them into the present for constructive criticism. I suppose all I've fallen short on is applying these lessons. STILL, my mind wanders to -google-eyed wonder, only a few days after my break-up. STILL, my heart sees the obsequious 'clearly' and I act upon these ill-conjured emotions.
Im glad to be where I am. Maybe I can never stop the obsessive mind-fire known as my social thought process...although I'm discovering it seldom ends with 'social' thoughts. All I know, all I've resolved clearly is that my ACTIONS are key to achieving what I want. I'm weary of my abilities, but I suppose if I don't ask anyone to go steady, I'm doing pretty good.
Fuck the idealist in me, I've got to muzzle his beautiful tweet before i get into another relationship where I don't know my partner.
FRIENDS come first, ineedtoknowsomeonefirst.
Im glad to be where I am. Maybe I can never stop the obsessive mind-fire known as my social thought process...although I'm discovering it seldom ends with 'social' thoughts. All I know, all I've resolved clearly is that my ACTIONS are key to achieving what I want. I'm weary of my abilities, but I suppose if I don't ask anyone to go steady, I'm doing pretty good.
Fuck the idealist in me, I've got to muzzle his beautiful tweet before i get into another relationship where I don't know my partner.
FRIENDS come first, ineedtoknowsomeonefirst.