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Nothing is resolved, but I feel a little bit better. It's extremely selfish of me, I know. A lot of people have given me advice, and believe me it does not go unappreciated it. I take everything anyone says into consideration. It all does mean a lot, it's just I feel like I can't turn those words of advice into action. Hurting people is something I hate, but sometimes it's necessary. This whole thing has brought me to realize a lot of my faults. The fact that I cannot make decisions easily, the fact that I take other people's feelings into consideration over mine, and the way no matter how hard I try, not everything I'm thinking always comes out coherently, are only a few of the faults. And end the drama portion of this update. Thank you good night.
Okay I think Lacey-lee should quit lillix and become a rapper. She can cover will smith like no other haha. OH and Tamyra Gray, well she scares me a little. Sure she is great and should have won, but she is a tad bit insane. Please don't kill me :-[
We have one show left. It's in my home state so you better believe it is going to be pure craziness. All my friends and family from back home are going to be there. And the Oklahoma fans are always the best. I'm excited for the show, and also for it's ending. We've been on the road for almost a year straight, and we all desperately need a break. We are going stir crazy and I need to get away from these guys for a little while. I'm flying back to LA Sunday morning, but Nick is staying in OK with his family for a few days. That means I am getting our apartment to myself for a bit. Hopefully I won't trash the place too badly. I swear one of these days he is going to be like GET THE FUCK OUT and throw me on the streets and I'll move into the sewers and become one of the sewer people. I mean I'd fit right in, we would all smell.
I don't know what I'm talking about. It's too late, AIM isn't working. I think this means I should shut off this Real World shit I've been watching all night and go to bed. Yes, it does. Good Night folks.
Okay I think Lacey-lee should quit lillix and become a rapper. She can cover will smith like no other haha. OH and Tamyra Gray, well she scares me a little. Sure she is great and should have won, but she is a tad bit insane. Please don't kill me :-[
We have one show left. It's in my home state so you better believe it is going to be pure craziness. All my friends and family from back home are going to be there. And the Oklahoma fans are always the best. I'm excited for the show, and also for it's ending. We've been on the road for almost a year straight, and we all desperately need a break. We are going stir crazy and I need to get away from these guys for a little while. I'm flying back to LA Sunday morning, but Nick is staying in OK with his family for a few days. That means I am getting our apartment to myself for a bit. Hopefully I won't trash the place too badly. I swear one of these days he is going to be like GET THE FUCK OUT and throw me on the streets and I'll move into the sewers and become one of the sewer people. I mean I'd fit right in, we would all smell.
I don't know what I'm talking about. It's too late, AIM isn't working. I think this means I should shut off this Real World shit I've been watching all night and go to bed. Yes, it does. Good Night folks.