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I feel myself entering a downswing. For the past few days, I've been in that fog that I hate so much. I sort of "wake up" once in a while and realize I've been zoned out for hours. Not good. I've been sad more than happy, and I'm anxious and unable to sleep tonight. I just took some herbal stuff for that, so maybe it will kick in soon. Tomorrow will be an adderall day, and maybe the day after. And then I'll crash for a day or two afterward. I keep that remedy to once or twice a week at most, usually less.
I need to be more vigilant about taking my meds. I'm good about my morning dose, but sometimes forget my evening dose. So I'm going to be extra careful for the next couple of weeks to see if that's the problem.
My journal entries are so boring! But thank you for reading them, if you do read them. It makes me feel better to put this stuff out there, even if there's nothing interesting or profound or funny about it.
I realized tonight, while tossing and turning in bed, than drama filled relationships are a lot like those vortex wheels you find in haunted houses. It's all spinny inside, and it's difficult to stand upright. But up is still up, and down is still down, and there's solid flooring right outside the wheel. But that knowledge doesn't change anything while you are still *in* the wheel. :-)
I need to be more vigilant about taking my meds. I'm good about my morning dose, but sometimes forget my evening dose. So I'm going to be extra careful for the next couple of weeks to see if that's the problem.
My journal entries are so boring! But thank you for reading them, if you do read them. It makes me feel better to put this stuff out there, even if there's nothing interesting or profound or funny about it.
I realized tonight, while tossing and turning in bed, than drama filled relationships are a lot like those vortex wheels you find in haunted houses. It's all spinny inside, and it's difficult to stand upright. But up is still up, and down is still down, and there's solid flooring right outside the wheel. But that knowledge doesn't change anything while you are still *in* the wheel. :-)