This has been a long time coming...
I've gone to livejournal so many times over the past month or so, wanting desperately to write something. I've started a few entries and then felt my finger wander to the backspace button too often and for too long...so I decided I would wait. I don't know what I was waiting for, nothing outrageous or catastrophic or terribly moving has really
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On a more serious note. I really enjoyed reading this entry because I feel like I'm so out of the loop on your life... BSC? a new car? gah.
It's good to see that you've noted your mistakes and seem to be making an effort to change them. Change although scary, as you know, is the best part of life. I cannot agree with you anymore over your insecurities of friendship. I too test my friendships but have learned in the past year or so that that's not what it's about. It was almost like this switch where I realized that certain people can be important in my life for the moment but may not be around for the long run. People change and becuase of that relationships change. It may be really hard to grasp and let go of friendships that you have deemed so important but its just playing games if you keep stringing them along.
Just remember...You're tanya - you'll figure it all out :) I miss you!!
xoxo
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