Throwing the heat*...
So often lately I find that myself and others seem to be struggling with the confusing games and tricks that life plays on us. Sometimes it may even seem lik you are a pawn, or that you are suffering through an impossibly complex obstacle course...you know, like life just looked at you and said, "I refuse to give this person a straight answer or a clear reason or simple solutions."
Well I've kind of found a way to fight back at the bitterness or disappointment or frustration that this can sometimes cause.
You just play the game back. Have fun with life. Noone knows exactly what is going on in your mind but you. Complicate things. Make them crazy. Spice things up by being bold and daring. Or slow things down by relaxing and letting things go. Whatever you do, just don't become a pawn. Be a player. Even if sometimes you only want to win the game just to spite your opposition.
All that might only make sense to me, in which case it's a good thing that it;s my journal and not yours. But in any case, it makes me feel a little more powerful and less intimidated by my life to remember that I am the person who controls it.
*Tanya Ray Fox*
Well I've kind of found a way to fight back at the bitterness or disappointment or frustration that this can sometimes cause.
You just play the game back. Have fun with life. Noone knows exactly what is going on in your mind but you. Complicate things. Make them crazy. Spice things up by being bold and daring. Or slow things down by relaxing and letting things go. Whatever you do, just don't become a pawn. Be a player. Even if sometimes you only want to win the game just to spite your opposition.
All that might only make sense to me, in which case it's a good thing that it;s my journal and not yours. But in any case, it makes me feel a little more powerful and less intimidated by my life to remember that I am the person who controls it.
*Tanya Ray Fox*