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pretty bored and pretty unhappy.... : \
ahh it won't hold up for long.
i have the worst problems sometimes, and i often wonder why it always happens to me. i shouldn't be this cunfused and my life shouldn't be playing out like this. [SOME UNFAIR SHIT]
todays what, wednesday. Mr. Ganotti's up my ass, but i don't blame him, today i was so cocky.
i got to work out something, doubt me i want to, but i know i gotta do it or it will only get worse, but he thinks different. = [
might go to the movies with sam and andrew. but i don't know sam loves hillary and wishes i would die, and andrew is turning against me cause his brother hates me. ='[.
gotta work my hours off tomorrow and friday at the lower campus. sweet. i get to seeeee the ppppllllaaaaayyy for free.
i seriously hate the ancient greeks. i don't understand religons, and i know i'm gonna regret writting against religons in a public area, but hey, maybe it will get people commenting.
i just think it's so stupid. i mean why would you believe in a higher power that you've never even seen or witnessed that they exist. the makers of the mythical characters were just questioning insecure whores who couldn't explain why they were here or what porpose they had. so you decide to go with magic and creat some sort of ruler you should worship and believe?? common...talking snake...apples that produce sexual organs, or whatever story it was (never read the bible). if there was magic then, why isn't there magic now?? when we eat apples, do we become horney and start growing pussies and dicks?? do snakes do some crazy voodoo on us to make us do things?? the bible is so...gay, it makes no sence. but thats just my opinion, your entitled to worship "God" all you want. i'm just giving out my point of view. i guess thats human nature. you always have to have someone watching over you, making you feel secure and concience about yourself. if somethings goes bad you pray, having the slitest amount of hope that he will grant you a better day...it doesn't work that way. ok "heaven" (?????????) we all know theres just clouds and the atmosphere up there...no sacred place where good kind and caring people go to in the afterlife.
i just don't get why someone would write down all these stories that have no logic, same with religons. they have no logic. people died because of other religons and their beliefs. this whole worshiping a higher power has ruined man kind for the most part. i usually could say better things to prove my point, but i'm so beat today, i'm giving my thoughts in a lesser version.
just how can you believe in something no ones ever seen or witnessed. now science has proved how we exist and how we are built up. we really don't need to question further as to why we are here and why we were made. we just were. you don't need to bring in rediculous thoughts into mind. "oh...uhh...i guess this big all-mighty guy made us and everything on earth up cause he was lonely and needed something to play with. ...where does he live you ask??....um...THE SKY!...you can meat him someday johnny, if your a good boy and make the right decissions in life."
hmm....this was actually a bad idea cause what if some crazy luny sees this and hunts me down like they did a couple of days ago??
damn....
well anyway, kids, call me this weekend.
love,
dagny