i know the pieces fit, because i watched them fall away. . .

[t_r_a_j]

i really really hate people blaming me for shit i didn't do, but not giving me a chance to explain myself. or bitching because something hasn't gotten done, when obviously i've kindof had more important things to be dealing with at the moment. it's as if people get it in their head that everyone else's live has to be similar to theirs, if they have nothing to worry about, they think nobody else possibly could either.
and yes, i'm fully aware MY problems are nothing in comparison to some other's recently, but for fuck's sake it's still my life and i should be allowed to worry about it if i need to.
working two jobs to pay bills, while trying to do school as well, then finding out that i'm not getting any money for school and i'll have to drop it all anyway. . well. . fuuuuuuuuuck

a huge thank you to kyle and picot for letting me hang out and watch tv and just unwind from everything. and a huge thank you to chris for trying his best to keep me on track with everything. i'm certain it will all work out, but i just can't figure out what i need to do to help it along