This can be the start of a good thing.
Or at the very least, we can hope.
Im actually quite happy with my life as of this moment. Wierd, I'm not supposed to be allowed general happiness at any given moment. But I am. I wonder how long it will last, for you know dont you, that a good thing really can NEVER last for me. Its the rain on my parade, Ill tell you that much.
Its sad though, that I dont even care about all the people Im loosing. I could not care less. It's sick. And I dont care. I'm not bothered by them or their lives. The way I figure it is, if I dont miss them and dont care, they obviouslly did not mean enough to me. And therefore they never will. Henceforth, I've no reason to feel bad about not missing them or keeping in touch.
Anyways, friday is one month. And Im so happy.
Im actually quite happy with my life as of this moment. Wierd, I'm not supposed to be allowed general happiness at any given moment. But I am. I wonder how long it will last, for you know dont you, that a good thing really can NEVER last for me. Its the rain on my parade, Ill tell you that much.
Its sad though, that I dont even care about all the people Im loosing. I could not care less. It's sick. And I dont care. I'm not bothered by them or their lives. The way I figure it is, if I dont miss them and dont care, they obviouslly did not mean enough to me. And therefore they never will. Henceforth, I've no reason to feel bad about not missing them or keeping in touch.
Anyways, friday is one month. And Im so happy.