good things
so. i am just about as happy as i get. no. honestly i need to tell myself that i am better than satisfied. things are really great right now even with school going as bad as it is. I CAN DIG MYSELF OUT OF ANYTHING.
i feel on top of the world.
mum dad and david all came here for mother's day. we went to this amazing old white republican man's club and i actually had fun. fun taking photos of my brother accidentally leaning on a sculptures anatomy, eating crab legs with dad, actually getting a good gift for my mother. just got back really. im listening to genesis live. 3 sides. its brilliant.
i had this dream last night that YOUR car blew up. we laughed about it. but im sure that you wouldn't really laugh about it if it happened. i love you, and i am really glad that you felt like you could share all of those things with me. its good talking when we talk like the first 4 days of us. i remember staring at your ceiling and drinking apple juice out of caps like it was some huge dare. i won by the way.
you said you would come to chicago and visit on your break. i hope it works out, and you do come here. its almost been a year since the last time and your sarcasm and love for art and science is sorely missed. when i am with you learning is beautiful.
i talk to you on the phone once a year. you stay at home most the time. im not sure if i know you anymore or if a friendship is even what we have anymore. i miss your innocence before things became like this.
you worked for me today. we are becoming fast friends and for the first time i enjoy this. we are so comfortable with each other that we lean on each other each time we walk places. we drink together. we have the same taste in everything except about who we prefer as bfs. but you are allways my bff. hello bfs are for !
you always want to party. you always want to be doing something and you never want to sit and wait. i hate that about you. and i worry about you more than any other friend i have. you have such a good nature but i wonder if people slip out of your grasp because they see this. your lack of intimacy makes me sad.
i saw a picture of you and then we became twins. i haven't talked to you in a while but when you sent me that care gift i almost cried. it had been a bad day. and you cd and taste in everything is so amazing. i wish that we lived closer together and that i could meet you real life... and have your dad adopt me so i could live in china with you! you are the most beautiful thing to me because you can enjoy everything.
you never call. i rarely talk to you. things used to be so different. i thought i'd hear from you all the time. we used to hangout everyday. i am still missing you but one time you said i have this secret life i tell no one about. sometimes i wonder the same thing about you.
you are a dog. you live next door. i feed you bones and i think your name might be sam. i think we have a wonderful relationship because you make me happy when i get sad and i feed you bones. you even learned how to shake.
you shared with me a secret recently. i am happy for you, and happy that you are happy. i miss being next to you. YOU complete me. it did wonders to see you a few days ago. i have to visit you in your new home with your new car.
you are irrational. and you bore me at this point.
i want you to live with me. i want you to go to grad school here. i would take care of you.
My door is wide open. and me jellies are on. i think i have to go to do laundry and buy story boarding cards. fuck bristol.
i feel on top of the world.
mum dad and david all came here for mother's day. we went to this amazing old white republican man's club and i actually had fun. fun taking photos of my brother accidentally leaning on a sculptures anatomy, eating crab legs with dad, actually getting a good gift for my mother. just got back really. im listening to genesis live. 3 sides. its brilliant.
i had this dream last night that YOUR car blew up. we laughed about it. but im sure that you wouldn't really laugh about it if it happened. i love you, and i am really glad that you felt like you could share all of those things with me. its good talking when we talk like the first 4 days of us. i remember staring at your ceiling and drinking apple juice out of caps like it was some huge dare. i won by the way.
you said you would come to chicago and visit on your break. i hope it works out, and you do come here. its almost been a year since the last time and your sarcasm and love for art and science is sorely missed. when i am with you learning is beautiful.
i talk to you on the phone once a year. you stay at home most the time. im not sure if i know you anymore or if a friendship is even what we have anymore. i miss your innocence before things became like this.
you worked for me today. we are becoming fast friends and for the first time i enjoy this. we are so comfortable with each other that we lean on each other each time we walk places. we drink together. we have the same taste in everything except about who we prefer as bfs. but you are allways my bff. hello bfs are for !
you always want to party. you always want to be doing something and you never want to sit and wait. i hate that about you. and i worry about you more than any other friend i have. you have such a good nature but i wonder if people slip out of your grasp because they see this. your lack of intimacy makes me sad.
i saw a picture of you and then we became twins. i haven't talked to you in a while but when you sent me that care gift i almost cried. it had been a bad day. and you cd and taste in everything is so amazing. i wish that we lived closer together and that i could meet you real life... and have your dad adopt me so i could live in china with you! you are the most beautiful thing to me because you can enjoy everything.
you never call. i rarely talk to you. things used to be so different. i thought i'd hear from you all the time. we used to hangout everyday. i am still missing you but one time you said i have this secret life i tell no one about. sometimes i wonder the same thing about you.
you are a dog. you live next door. i feed you bones and i think your name might be sam. i think we have a wonderful relationship because you make me happy when i get sad and i feed you bones. you even learned how to shake.
you shared with me a secret recently. i am happy for you, and happy that you are happy. i miss being next to you. YOU complete me. it did wonders to see you a few days ago. i have to visit you in your new home with your new car.
you are irrational. and you bore me at this point.
i want you to live with me. i want you to go to grad school here. i would take care of you.
My door is wide open. and me jellies are on. i think i have to go to do laundry and buy story boarding cards. fuck bristol.