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I try to think back to my childhood to remember the last time in my life that i cried
and i cant. It was simply beaten out of me
at one stage not so long ago i even thought i had become devoid of enough emotion to allow me to cry....
Today the torrent reopened
and now i dont know if i can ever close it again.
I'm not ashamed of it, i cried openly.
I dont know how people manage to cry and talk at the same time, i could barely utter a word.
and i cant. It was simply beaten out of me
at one stage not so long ago i even thought i had become devoid of enough emotion to allow me to cry....
Today the torrent reopened
and now i dont know if i can ever close it again.
I'm not ashamed of it, i cried openly.
I dont know how people manage to cry and talk at the same time, i could barely utter a word.