man, fuck this
ok, so its reached a boiling point.
esther now has it out in the open that she still likes me, or did until recently, though i already kinda knew it before. shes really pissed at me because im such and asshole to her all the time, and well, whatever. ive told her that i dont like her, and nothings gonna change that. i want to know whether either one of us is justified. i mean, yeah, i was kinda mean, but seriously, if shes got so many problems with me, why's she like me? i know it can be hard to get over people, but why am i a bad person for trying to clue her in? im not going out of my way to be mean to her. its a deterrent. anyways, i could use some feedback on this, either specifically, or just how to handle this kinda shit in general.
EDIT: k, that uhh, conversation had to be removed as it was embarrassing to esther, and now i see that, so yeah. poeple who know about this already fine, but yeah, if you dindt already know, dont bother trying to get involved.
esther now has it out in the open that she still likes me, or did until recently, though i already kinda knew it before. shes really pissed at me because im such and asshole to her all the time, and well, whatever. ive told her that i dont like her, and nothings gonna change that. i want to know whether either one of us is justified. i mean, yeah, i was kinda mean, but seriously, if shes got so many problems with me, why's she like me? i know it can be hard to get over people, but why am i a bad person for trying to clue her in? im not going out of my way to be mean to her. its a deterrent. anyways, i could use some feedback on this, either specifically, or just how to handle this kinda shit in general.
EDIT: k, that uhh, conversation had to be removed as it was embarrassing to esther, and now i see that, so yeah. poeple who know about this already fine, but yeah, if you dindt already know, dont bother trying to get involved.