I am lying when i say I don't love you no more
i woke in his bed around 1:30
but decided to play dead untill a quarter to 3
to which i got up
and dressed
then realized i had forgotten a step and took a shower
he made us a late breakfast, a really late breakfast
of pancakes and the such and they were good
then we went back to bed
and i gave him head
my own personal thankyou for the meal
and we decided to fuck
from various positions
untill we lose our erections without climaxing
and take another shower
Time passes, doing nothing
until i say that I'm not happy in our relationship
and that I am uncertain if i want to be in it anymore
he more or less agrees, but doesn't seem as destroyed as i do
the whites of my eyes redden
as do my cheeks
when i say that
"no matter what happens
I love you"
we hold each other
as i cry for only the second time since we've been together
and he says it probably won't hit him for a few days
i walk out the door without turning around
and try to remind myself that this needed to be done
I drive home rotating hands from the wheele
and from drying my eyes
and every stupid song lyric comes to mind
that i don't know what i've got till its gone
and all i can do is continue to squint my face
and try to keep my composure on the highway
and now that its over
i don't quite know what to do with myself.
but decided to play dead untill a quarter to 3
to which i got up
and dressed
then realized i had forgotten a step and took a shower
he made us a late breakfast, a really late breakfast
of pancakes and the such and they were good
then we went back to bed
and i gave him head
my own personal thankyou for the meal
and we decided to fuck
from various positions
untill we lose our erections without climaxing
and take another shower
Time passes, doing nothing
until i say that I'm not happy in our relationship
and that I am uncertain if i want to be in it anymore
he more or less agrees, but doesn't seem as destroyed as i do
the whites of my eyes redden
as do my cheeks
when i say that
"no matter what happens
I love you"
we hold each other
as i cry for only the second time since we've been together
and he says it probably won't hit him for a few days
i walk out the door without turning around
and try to remind myself that this needed to be done
I drive home rotating hands from the wheele
and from drying my eyes
and every stupid song lyric comes to mind
that i don't know what i've got till its gone
and all i can do is continue to squint my face
and try to keep my composure on the highway
and now that its over
i don't quite know what to do with myself.