Drops of Blood

[t_is_for_terra]

I haven't been writing much lately. And I don't mean journals entires, just writing in general. My confidence as a writer has dropped horrifically, I'm scraping the bottom of the bucket. I'm not sure what it is. I sit to write and it just seems so daunting all of a sudden. I really have to get past this, I need to kick start my writing again. I've been too worried about whether it'll be any good to even try. That seems to be the problem; I used to not care if it would turn out any good. I just wrote. Because I liked to do it.

This is a personality quark I need to work out, I think. I'm so worried of failing that I wont even try. With everything. But if I don't try I'll never know if I'm any good. And without practice I can't get better.

I need to snap out of it.