Clean!!!
This week was very very long. I mean, it didnt even go as fast as the other weeks. I have decided to start over with alot of things. Alot of stuff has been making me unhappy and i like to be happy. Im not a depressing person and a person that always wears a sad face. I like being happy and making other people happy.
As for the guy situation... I really dont know. He is the most confusing person ever. He wants one thing and then another, it just pisses me off. Plus, Rachel likes him. He told my friends before that he liked me in the beginning of the year but i was almost gonna hook up with someone so he backed off. Then he started to like rachel but she was with robert. Then after i dont hook up with him and rachel broke up with robert, he starts to like rachel. Then he tells my friend that he likes me too. Confusin huh??? And now rachel likes him alot and i like him. Rachel is also confusing me cuzz she says she likes one guy and then she starts to like him again. U people gotta make up ur mind. U either like thegirl/guy or not. Its quite easy. Plus she has changed a lil. She started doin new stuff and i dunno, was it for him or for her. She also says she cares about him and stuff, wtf!!! R u in love with him or something or what. What do u mean u care bout him. Is it the love care or the like care. U know how friends say they wont fight over a guy and stuff and that they will not let a guy come b/w them. Thats bullshit. Of course something is gonna go down. He starts flirting with one, she gets jealous, he starts flirting with her, the other gets jealous. Then he says he likes one girl, the other girl gets mad, he says he like the other girl, then the friend gets mad. Girls should NEVER fight over a boy so im gonna try to forget bout him. They can do whatever and stuff. I seriously dont care. This whole thing is just gettin on my nerves. They r both confusin me and i dont need this shit right now. Im a drama free person. I HATE drama. So rachel, u can like him all u want and do stuff with him, i dont care. If this is whats goin to happen, then i dont wanna be part of it at all.
I also been having family problems but i solved that. It was one small thing and its all good now. So im happy bout that. I also solved my friend problem at school so im happy bout that too. All i have to do is solve this boy one and ill be happy. He needs to make up his mind and so does rachel. Well i g2g so i luv ya all. Peace.
-TaTi- Clean:)