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I'm bored, so I thought I'd let you know whats going on in my life right now... that'll be kinda short, because nothing really is, but anyways...
Footballs going great, I'm happy with how much I'm playing, and that right there is like the only thing making me happy right now. My family has been pissing me off, and I think I've been pissing my friends off because I'm never happy. Since me and Sydney... split apart, I guess, I've been so depressed. Every second I'm by myself, its all I can think about. I think about things like, what happened, what did I do to deserve this, and it all sucks. I thought that she was perfect, that we would be together for a long time. I don't know what this kid did to get her, but whatever it was, it was something I couldn't do. And it's not just Sydney, but every girl I get, something like this happens. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Ughh. At the rate I'm going, I'm never gonna find somebody... Eh.
FUCK!
Footballs going great, I'm happy with how much I'm playing, and that right there is like the only thing making me happy right now. My family has been pissing me off, and I think I've been pissing my friends off because I'm never happy. Since me and Sydney... split apart, I guess, I've been so depressed. Every second I'm by myself, its all I can think about. I think about things like, what happened, what did I do to deserve this, and it all sucks. I thought that she was perfect, that we would be together for a long time. I don't know what this kid did to get her, but whatever it was, it was something I couldn't do. And it's not just Sydney, but every girl I get, something like this happens. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Ughh. At the rate I'm going, I'm never gonna find somebody... Eh.
FUCK!