Fucking UGH.
So we both knew $211 was due to the power company today by 5pm. We both obviously know I have no car, but he goes to work. Why the fuck did he leave the money with me? Not only that, why does it only total $165? Jesus god damned mother fucker.. I hate this shit. And then he wonders why the fuck I don't want to get off of here and spend some time with him?
Tell me this; the man works 8 hours a day, and more or less 5 days a week. After taxes.. he brings home, eh, roughly $145. Does that fucking sound right to any of you, or am I the only one that it sounds screwy to? His boss is fucking him over, I've seen the checks that only total to that amount. And last night he askes me.. "what are you doing to help me pay these bills?"
Do you know how pissed I was? I didn't even say anything back, if that tells you anything.
So, now I have to find a fucking way up there to pay some of this bill off.. and hope to high fucking heaven that they don't turn my power off tonight. I'm so fucking sick of high power bills making shit like this happen-- I'm sick of not having enough money to pay the bills because, "Oh, I enjoy what I'm doing now, but I come home and bitch because it keeps me from quitting on him every day." . ... .. ... .. . FUCKING CONTRADICTION. He enjoys working for some fucking loser who's taking out of his paycheck, obviously, for some unknown reason.. instead of going to get a factory job that he would make more doing, and gasp.. be able to work on the days it rained. He won't make the effort to fucking get something that will pay bills, so.. where does he have the right to ask me why I'm not helping? Hell, I am helping; he doesn't have to pay daycare too.. so I can go get a minimum wage job, and THEN STILL HAVE JUST AS LITTLE LEFT OVER AS HE BRINGS HOME, COMBINED.
Man, I'm fucking tired of this shit.
-Zack.
Tell me this; the man works 8 hours a day, and more or less 5 days a week. After taxes.. he brings home, eh, roughly $145. Does that fucking sound right to any of you, or am I the only one that it sounds screwy to? His boss is fucking him over, I've seen the checks that only total to that amount. And last night he askes me.. "what are you doing to help me pay these bills?"
Do you know how pissed I was? I didn't even say anything back, if that tells you anything.
So, now I have to find a fucking way up there to pay some of this bill off.. and hope to high fucking heaven that they don't turn my power off tonight. I'm so fucking sick of high power bills making shit like this happen-- I'm sick of not having enough money to pay the bills because, "Oh, I enjoy what I'm doing now, but I come home and bitch because it keeps me from quitting on him every day." . ... .. ... .. . FUCKING CONTRADICTION. He enjoys working for some fucking loser who's taking out of his paycheck, obviously, for some unknown reason.. instead of going to get a factory job that he would make more doing, and gasp.. be able to work on the days it rained. He won't make the effort to fucking get something that will pay bills, so.. where does he have the right to ask me why I'm not helping? Hell, I am helping; he doesn't have to pay daycare too.. so I can go get a minimum wage job, and THEN STILL HAVE JUST AS LITTLE LEFT OVER AS HE BRINGS HOME, COMBINED.
Man, I'm fucking tired of this shit.
-Zack.