and God said ..

Mar 24, 2006 11:25

H I D E   T H E   L I G H T!

Heh.  I just hung some curtains up in the living room, finally.  They're uglier than piss, but.. I got tired of the damn being in my eyes constantly, after noon.  I only had two sets, but I got the two back windows that bugged me the most -- moved a set of blinds to the front ones that are nearest the road.  ..You'd be surprised.  We have a damn dude down the road who drives by real slow and just fucking stares in the window.  Mm, he's a registered sex offender, too.  So it weirds me out a bit.. especially because he owns all of the property around here, save for two pieces of property.  Can't help but get a bit squeemish.

Next on my list, is cleaning the living room.. but god, I don't feel like it.  I've been cleaning since I got the 'all clear' about my heart -- but, you know what?  It still.  Isn't.  Done.  .. Why?  Because the others here don't seem to realize that, well gee, if they don't pitch in.. it isn't going to fucking stay that way.  The kitchen was spotless -- still is for the most part;  I demolished the living room, and was putting it back together.  Rearranged the furniture, straightened the entertainemtn center -- but you know what?  .. You can barely walk through it now because of all the shit in the floor.

Why should I be the one to clean up after everyone?  I'm not a little housebitch, sorry.  ..Just because I can't go out and get a job, doesn't mean I'm going to take that role.  But, I'm beginning to wonder.. with all the stress from just sitting here trying to keep shit together, if it wouldn't be easier on my nerves to go get a job.  ..Hah.

Sex offender dude just drove by -- how ironic?

-SIGH-.  I love this SL we have going on right now;  I don't wanna tear myself away from it-- but, .. god, it sucks being the only one around that doesn't work, or somethin'.  When he goes to work, I wanna cry. :(  ..How fucking pathetic of me.  But damnit.  Dizzy 'n Zac are just so awesome together.  Fun shit.. definitely.

Well, I'm gonna go sulk around for about 12 hours or so.  Try to get the living room picked up again.  .. Haha.

-Rhi aka Zack.
(Yes.  I really used to go by that.  My dog tags say so.)
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