...... ...... ...wishing
okay so things were lookin up for a while..way up, things were goin so good.then somthing happnes at volleyball and it sucked. bad. annd then i get a phone call..while i was with my friends and it was shit, prolly the worst call iv ever gotten, i really cant believe how i much it really affected me. but yeah it was my mom. i havnt seen my mom prolly since 7th grade and yeah she lives in naples. i basically havnt had a real mom to be there for me more then half my life. and its been pretty rough. i used to just blow it off and be like shes just crazy and not care but now im like, well what if somthing happnes and i never get to see her again?? and its been bringing me down. a lot. every time i think about it i could prolly burst into tear. so i just want to apologize to everyone who iv been a bitch too. i just cant really take this and i havnt really talked to anyone about it or even told anyone cept patty but we really didnt talk about it much. so yeah i just wanna say sorry to everyone who iv been a bitch to. and sorry that i havnt been i guess the most 'happy' person to be around latley. i just dont know what to do this time. never been in this situation...so yeah, i just had to get that outta me..and no ones been commenting realy so i really dont excpect any....hmm well im out
xoTaryn
xoTaryn