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ay yay yi!! i just saw gothika...ALONE.. it was great... i loved it!! i mean i was all tense after like 5 minutes... but hey .. thats what makes it fun to watch that kinda movie.,... anyway so today was a w/e day at school.. after school i went running with roxy... i saw bryans friend.. but not bryan ::sigh:: when roxy said isnt that bryans friend i was like holy shit! but yea false alarm.. just his friend.. damn i think about him a lot.. and today was constant... ay yay yi... what do i doooo?!?!... FORGET!! MUST FORGET! easier said than done..i mean ive learned to live with it but it hurts to think about it all... w/e time heals .... right? WRONG... its been quite a while and .. yup nothing has been healed.. soo i have come to the conclusion that that little phrase iss BULLSHIT.. .. i dont understand ....im not in a rush to find "mr right" if theres such a thing.. but i just hate feeling like shit! i just want to be happy little me.. on the outside im cool... i get distracted most of the time.. but inside.. im a bit bummed out, and unfortunately i cant help how i feel at all...i can just learn to deal with it .. and i am .. i think ive done a pretty good job...everything has to take its course.. i know it will go away .. but hows about it going away NOW! sounds like a plan to me!
ok so this whole prom thing is a pain in the ass... roney...yes! no.. sonnesta.. yes! no... only us ... yes! ...no... with everyone ... yes! no.. pero what is this.. minds must be made up.. the day is almost here... no after thing.. no date.. so far... its a disaster.. lol no im jk.. they will figure something out.. and as far as the whole date thing.. theres always mr i dont speak english... NOT.. not even a possibility ..i need to be able to understand what is being said to me.. ok so im exaggerating.. bbut w/e.. he called today.. i didnt pick up cause i dont know what to say to him... i hate speaking spanish .. he would correct me and id probably blank out on words.. too much pressure,...lol
anyway so yea ..oh and then after i told my mom about what we might do for the after thing shes like... "pero con quien vas" umm no one mom.. havent figured it out.. and then shes like "ok vamos a preguntar a jason (boss' son)" she always mentions him!! it drives me insane!! GET THE HINT WOMAN.. a) i dont like him..i mean yea hes hot but no.. b) he has a gf.. i think b pretty much sums that one up...she just doesnt get it through her thickkkkk head..ahh now nick IMs me saying im in charge of the limo.. but not just any limo.. a truck limo....lol
alright thats it.. im going to bed.. too many things to deal with... damn i didnt work on my paper.. haha it almost sounded like i cared for a second there..
nighty nite
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