May 08, 2005 10:57
Wow, this weekend was crazy.
First off, im actualy kind of sad to see the seniors from drama this year leave, although they all totaly sucked and ruined all of the potential fun that the seniors last year left them with, they were actually a cool crowd and did manage to make some fun out of it at the end. I mean, last year all of the leaders made so many good memories and experiences and "time of your life" times. It was like everything that happened was important, something that was worthy of being rememberd and cherished. the only thing that the leaders did this year was talk about all of those times, and then get really pissed off that things werent going that way this year. They honestly didnt see that it was their responsibility to make things happen. Dwelling on old times because they were so fun dosent make anything new and fun happen. Nevertheless it was sad at the cast party to see them say their last goodbyes. on the other hand, im kind of glad, because next year i will be in command and things will be so different and infinately better.I say that i will make a differnece, but there has already been a setback. I did not recieve the eric moore award. Erin Edgerton got it, which makes no sense at all, because inscripted on the fucking award it says, "Did you put someone in their place today?" which no, im sorry but erin hasnt, and never will. I'm not upset because i didnt get it and i wanted it. I'm upset because the future of this drama club needs me to have this award. I am already a leader next year, and what i say goes, however, because i didnt get the eric moore award that means that this award is going to keep living on. I WAS GOING TO END THE AWARD AND ALL OF ITS STUPIDITY. its what eric would have wanted, or more like what he does want, because we've talked about it. NOW, erins got it, she will still dwell on the past, worshiping eric, and things will never get better, there wont be any new fun things. I'm praying that she lets us both rule next year and she dosent just try to take it on on her own, because if she does, it will fail. I'm not mad that she got it, i just hope that she does the right thing with at, and i actualy think she will. anyway, i am sad to see the seniors go, because they did try, with some success, at the end to make it fun at the end.
Tunisons was pretty cool, for the short time i was there. i drank a laser laser laser 40 and it was disgusting. wade beat my ass. thats about all that happened really, but it was cool to see everyone in one place. oh wade, stop being a bastard and put me on your friends list so i can read your journal you assflounder.