An Organized Mess

[t_bone_tricia]

While it seems silly, it's possible. I have a system to my chaos. I've planned my time quite poorly these days and so I'm running from one thing to the next. Having Friday off (my day to catch up), I'm still chasing my own tail. My desk has suffered the ill effects of me having no time to sit down and reorganize. This is making me anxious. I'm trying to keep boundaries at work and stick to my hours - except this puts me in a bit of a conundrum because I haven't had a momment to just gather my thoughts...my stuff and compartmentalize them according to my ridiculous systems.

[takes a deep breath]

I'm afraid I've missed something, misplaced a document or forgtten to do something all together. Of course this leads to worry of being a bad consultant and someone calling me on it. Doesn't help that I've been put on the spot several times in the past week with unstaisfactory time to debrief.

Bah! I'm gonna just go panic on my own now. I need my systems! I need order! I need my structure!