Dec 22, 2003 01:19
im so mad at my mom shes such a bitch we got into a big fight over the bloody christmas tree and i ended up walking out of the house and was gone for 2 hours just sitting in my secret spot in the park down the street. my mom said she was "worried sick" but i dont believe her bull shit anymore. i hate her and she makes everything worse than it already is. like when my grandmother died last year..... she told me to get over it and be happy for christmas... MY GRANDMOTHER DIED 9 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND IM SUPPOSED TO GET OVER IT? she still hates it when i mention her. i hate the times im supposed to spend time with my family or when we have to go somewhere or we have company over.. we have to act like we are a happy family which we arent and its kind of hard acting like i care about my mother and her intrests and stuff. this year its going to be worse. we are having friends from holland come and spend christmas with us and we really have to act like we care. this sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!