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[t_b_octavan]

Fight For Love?
TB Octavan

I'll fight this losing battle
Though I know nothing will change
Though I know I'll end up hurting
When you take his name

The way I loved you was unlike
Anyone I had loved before
But I know I'll have to move on someday
And keep you outside my door

There's always going to be a reason
To feel like you're not good enough
And I'm sorry that's the reason
Why I doubt you were ever in love

If you were, you wouldn't have cheated
On the bond you always said that we had
Whenever I said we were in a relationship
THAT'S what I wanted you to take from that

Relationship is just a stupid made up word
But I guess you hid behind it because
You had so much freedom, presumably for him
But the word friendship doesn't mean do whatever you want

Yes, you did push me away with one hand often
Spouting off reasons we could never work out
But pulled me closer with the other claiming it was real
And there was always "something", but it was nothing I found out

But for now, I'm fighting a losing fight
And it's going to get hard to bare
Because, instead of being where I should be
I'm in love with a woman I have to share