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hi again,
you know its really depressing seeing all these couples in the hallways holding hands and kissing and stuff when you dont have anybody to do that kinda stuff with. what makes it even worse is seein all these oh so hot guys and knowing you cant have them! it makes me so mad and sad all at the same time. it seems like everybody has a boyfriend or girlfriend! im not writing this for people to feel sorry for me, im writing this to get it all out. i just wish for once that i could have a guy to run to when im sad so he can hold me and tell me its all going to be ok. i dont know what guys look for in girls now but whatever it is i dont have it. my family and stuff tells me "oh tara you get prettier every time i see you." yea well tell that to some guys! maybe they all look for hoes that will give them head or something.....i dont know! i saw this in one of my friends profile... it said: I want to be the girl he turns around, points, then turns back to his friends and says yeah thats her. this is exactly how i feel right now... and really all the time! maybe one day i will figure this whole guy thing but until then...... IM GOING CRAZY!
yea so thats how i feel right now
beautiful isnt it?
you know its really depressing seeing all these couples in the hallways holding hands and kissing and stuff when you dont have anybody to do that kinda stuff with. what makes it even worse is seein all these oh so hot guys and knowing you cant have them! it makes me so mad and sad all at the same time. it seems like everybody has a boyfriend or girlfriend! im not writing this for people to feel sorry for me, im writing this to get it all out. i just wish for once that i could have a guy to run to when im sad so he can hold me and tell me its all going to be ok. i dont know what guys look for in girls now but whatever it is i dont have it. my family and stuff tells me "oh tara you get prettier every time i see you." yea well tell that to some guys! maybe they all look for hoes that will give them head or something.....i dont know! i saw this in one of my friends profile... it said: I want to be the girl he turns around, points, then turns back to his friends and says yeah thats her. this is exactly how i feel right now... and really all the time! maybe one day i will figure this whole guy thing but until then...... IM GOING CRAZY!
yea so thats how i feel right now
beautiful isnt it?