Please don't read this.
-she walks into her bedroom, laying on her bed where her laptop is lying open. tiny fingers slowly begin to move on the keys as she begins typing her entry-
The last two days have been an absolute blur to me. My life went from the point of my being so down I didn't even want to wake up in the morning to the way I feel now. Alive--Happy to be alive. I feel like a teenager again. I haven't felt this way about anyone since.. Jason. God, he can't even be compared to Jason. The way I feel about this man is so much different.
It's strange, really. I've only known him for two days. That's it. Two full days. But the things I've shared with him in these past few days surpass any memories I once had with Jason. He just makes me feel so beautiful, so wanted.
-she sighs, biting down lightly on her bottom lip, before continuing-
I'm probably being completely naive, here. A man as good looking, charming, suave as him.. He's sure to have other women who are groveling at his feet. I'm probably looking way too far into our situation, but.. A girl has to dream--to hope.
I spoke with a cousin of mine I haven't seen in over a year, today. He told me our family is getting together for a family reunion sometime in July and he invited me to attend. That meant so much to me. I never really get to see any of my family, so this will be a chance for me to catch up. I'm really excited.
I've been reading a lot of people's journal entries, lately. I hate to see so many good people in so much pain. I'm just going to keep thinking optimistic and hope that everyone involved will come to their senses soon. Let's hope.
-she lifts a small, dainty hand to one of her eyes, rubbing it to rid it of it's tiredness, but failing miserably-
I'm really sleepy, so I'm gonna go now. Sorry if my entire entry makes no sense.
The last two days have been an absolute blur to me. My life went from the point of my being so down I didn't even want to wake up in the morning to the way I feel now. Alive--Happy to be alive. I feel like a teenager again. I haven't felt this way about anyone since.. Jason. God, he can't even be compared to Jason. The way I feel about this man is so much different.
It's strange, really. I've only known him for two days. That's it. Two full days. But the things I've shared with him in these past few days surpass any memories I once had with Jason. He just makes me feel so beautiful, so wanted.
-she sighs, biting down lightly on her bottom lip, before continuing-
I'm probably being completely naive, here. A man as good looking, charming, suave as him.. He's sure to have other women who are groveling at his feet. I'm probably looking way too far into our situation, but.. A girl has to dream--to hope.
I spoke with a cousin of mine I haven't seen in over a year, today. He told me our family is getting together for a family reunion sometime in July and he invited me to attend. That meant so much to me. I never really get to see any of my family, so this will be a chance for me to catch up. I'm really excited.
I've been reading a lot of people's journal entries, lately. I hate to see so many good people in so much pain. I'm just going to keep thinking optimistic and hope that everyone involved will come to their senses soon. Let's hope.
-she lifts a small, dainty hand to one of her eyes, rubbing it to rid it of it's tiredness, but failing miserably-
I'm really sleepy, so I'm gonna go now. Sorry if my entire entry makes no sense.