Apr 10, 2005 18:55
i slept until 10:30 today, got up, ate a pop tart and sat wondering what to do. tab was at work, anna was with her mom and the sun was shining. i called andrew and got no answer. i miss him. bobby was off hiking with his lady, so this meant that BMX wise, i was alone. i showered, got dressed and grabbed my tools, my pump and my camera, threw the bike onto the rack and drove 120 miles to ride a skatepark by myself. windows down and a rotation of death cab and lucero got me there. i rode the park for two hours then decided to pack up and head home. i think i uttered 5 words the whole way there and the whole way back. i just rode, listened to music and drove. happy as could be. bill collectors call, the stresses pile up against my wall but for a day, i just ignored it and rode.
when and if i get this job, the bill collectors will leave me alone. and when they do, and the stresses of life are sated, i don't know what i will do.