Lifer.
I have to be careful. I noticed that as I continue along in my job, I get sucked into patterns of behavior that I am not very fond of. While unemployed, though I felt like a big ass slacker, I really became quite comfortable with who I was. So comfortable in fact, that the thought of never having a girlfriend ever again seemed quite reasonable to me. Don't get me wrong, Tabitha is great, and has nothing to do with my unwanted behavior patterns now, I just know that as I get back into the USCC culture, some things try to creep in and take over. I maintain the fight to keep myself.