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[t8ntedinnocence]

well it is currently 7:54 am and im sitting in my bed all wrapped in blankets with my laptop on my lap. (der) anyways i had a shitty day yesterday im really not gonna go into detail umm i hope today will be better cuz im home alone cuz of being sick, and im still getting kicked in the ass for the weekend! ! ! people dont understand, and yet i dont think i do iether. Yesterday aub and matt called it was pretty cool still they started raggin on me Grr i was pretty happy when aub was like i g2g so i was all ok bye *click* they made a bigger deal out stuff and it really made me mad. I wish i was going down to va the sametime as her because maybe it would give me a carefree few days or w/e you know take my mind of these unnecassery pressures. But ya i freaked out my theripest yesterday i think hehe.. *innocent look* mainly cuz she asked me bout something and i just went off on how i plotted someones death and i said someday the persons death will be on my hands :-D *ima good girl* dum de dum *halo being held up by devil horns* OMG last night i had GIANT sweet tarts! no joke they where biiiig! it was crazy :-D major sugar high, maybe thats why i slept from 11:20-3:00 then from 3:00-.. i didnt sleep altho i feel a little bit tired but i cant sleep. i need to start playing my bass again i keep playing it when i ahve time but when i do im usually doing something else so i decided im gonna play a lot more often i think i stoped because it was annoying me when trying to learn new tabs or w.e and then it would add stress but ima gonna get goin again w/ it, i dont member many of my old tabs by memory i used to play a lot! and knew bunches of tabs but i forget a lotta em now :( it makes me sad like i feel like i failed you know? its not like many people are gonna read this but w.e its like a venting thing. Lets see what else i can say OMG ive been seeing on the tv a buncha ppl getting pro massages and they look soooo relaxing! like some would use stones o man i want one! that would be awsome i dont know how that came up but it did, odd. well im gonna get some sleep or w.e
love
-kim

ps, i need to change im way to much like someone!