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... It's like i can't breathe....
gah, gotta love Kelly Clarkson!!
Anyways, i haven't written in a while. Lately life has been pretty... uninteresting.. yet busy! So my uncle and aunt are in town. No offence to my mom or anything but i can't stand George. I love Sandy.. but it just gets old. Growing up thinking they just weren't close to us cuz of the distance but as i figured out now..my dad hates George, he's a drunk, a smoker, and add to that an addiction to GOD KNOWS WHAT!... pretty depressing. Why should my mother have to deal with that... twice? maybe three times now.. i have no idea what her other brother does...
Anyways, i've applied to a couple of jobs and i'm waiting for Sharon to call me today to tell me if i've gotten the job or not.. kinda nervous... well, very excited.
And like Annie said in her live journal... i'm feelin antisocial... lol. Not that i really care, i mean i'll still hang with the usual crew (Panda, Mikey, Olivia, and JOM) but the others have gotten the short end of the stick when it comes to my friendship. And i'm sorry for that, especially to you Laura. It's been so hard to keep up with everyone while i only have three classes and not the whole day with ya'll.. plus i'm getting ready to leave and preparing for jobs, my life..
Laura, i apologize, i've been meaning to talk to you and help you out. But i seriously PROMISE that i WILL be back. Times will get rough for you, but don't worry.. i'll always be here to talk even when it seems like i'm a bit busy, i'll always get back to ya! i promise.
OH, I AM VERY DEPRESSED!!! lol... no seriously i am. Maybe i should join the rest of my generation and go on anti-depressants (Annie and Panda *WINK* you know!) .... i wasn't invited to a party... WHY GOD?!?!?!?! WHY????? ... i feel so... lol... unwanted. Panda, you have a GOOD time. haha, you'll need some asprin... or... nvm. don't wanna think about it. I have to say though, i don't think i'll have a hard time getting over the games and fun-filled night!! haha.. maybe this is just becuz i don't take any AP classes.. now is it my fault i don't wanna burn myself out over a stupid class?? i think not. i'm quite content with my English 102, Band, and TA class.. easy and i STILL graduated in the top ten percent.. STICK THAT UP YOUR ASS!!
suddenly i feel more chipper...
Haha, panda i love you, Annie you complete me, Olivia... E-CON-OM-ICS, Mikey... WILBUR!!!, and finally LAURA... my bestest push buddy and my favorite freshman ever!!