In a dream I was a werewolf.

Aug 12, 2009 21:35

Things are coming further together. I woke up yesterday morning feeling cleansed of toxins. I know what I need to do and what needs to be done. I found a school in Phoenix and filled out my address and what not so I can be mailed information. I'm going to make it happen and talked with my parents about it. I basically presented it in a "heads up" fashion. Things are tough but I'm making them better for myself. I had an epiphany and realized that the people in my life were not people that I wanted around. They just .. were around. It was a convenience issue. I will never again walk on eggshells, put myself down to make others feel better about themselves, allow others to put me down, and I will not drown myself in booze. I don't want to be a miserable person around miserable people, period.

I'm going to be in Gainesville all weekend. It'll be nice to be reminded what true friends are; friends that I regrettably haven't made much effort to keep in touch with considering all that's gone on. It'll be awesome to be around good, positive people.

Love, Live, and let die.
I'm thrilled to be shed of the poisonous skin that encased my life in 2009.
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