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i dont know what i'm feeling. but i feel like typing. imma say sorry now if this gets emo. i shall try not to make it emo. but hmm. i've been feeling good tha last couple days. i have a reason to do more with myself and a reason to put determination and effort into succeeding.
its been a while. and i'm scared. everything always hasta be complicated. why cant things be simple. its been a long time since i've smiled like this. LONG LONG TIME. but i've missed it. still i'm scared.
imma try to quote this tha best i can. but my memory is bad. "see this life i live aint for me its for you, and God gave me gray skies so yours can be blue."
i'm sorry to everyone who's been worrying about me recently. i'm hella grateful and i know yall just watching out for me. but i'm ok. imma be coo. i promise. i dont like when people worry about me. but i appreciate that yall do worry cuz it means yall care. so thank you.
i'm at that fork in tha road in my life. and i'm desperately hoping that i choose the right path.
p.s.
i love my fambam. this fam includes my boys, my homegirls, and my stmarys fam. i aint gon refer to yall as my friends no more. cuz were hella more then that. were family.
its been a while. and i'm scared. everything always hasta be complicated. why cant things be simple. its been a long time since i've smiled like this. LONG LONG TIME. but i've missed it. still i'm scared.
imma try to quote this tha best i can. but my memory is bad. "see this life i live aint for me its for you, and God gave me gray skies so yours can be blue."
i'm sorry to everyone who's been worrying about me recently. i'm hella grateful and i know yall just watching out for me. but i'm ok. imma be coo. i promise. i dont like when people worry about me. but i appreciate that yall do worry cuz it means yall care. so thank you.
i'm at that fork in tha road in my life. and i'm desperately hoping that i choose the right path.
p.s.
i love my fambam. this fam includes my boys, my homegirls, and my stmarys fam. i aint gon refer to yall as my friends no more. cuz were hella more then that. were family.