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Wow.. I feel like an ass hole.. It's like.. I've gotten so depressed lately that I can't remember how I acted before.. It's hard to smile. I can't really explain it.. But my eyes are open.. I know that I've made a lot of mistakes lately, and I'm sorry. I've caused a lot of damage in other peoples friendships.. And I've caused a lot of damage in some of my own. I don't know how to make it up to everyone.. I really am sorry. It's all sort of coming back to me now.. How I was before.. And how I felt before. I don't know if I was happier or what.. I'm still trying to get there..
I really miss Dana.. I guess you could say I've been lonely lately.
P.S. - I'm actually in a good mood today. I only cried once today.. Believe me.. That's good considering how I've been lately.
I really miss Dana.. I guess you could say I've been lonely lately.
P.S. - I'm actually in a good mood today. I only cried once today.. Believe me.. That's good considering how I've been lately.