Nov 06, 2004 10:41
Got that death feeling again. Don't know what to do with myself. Very afraid of everything, including what I want and what other people want. Also afraid of the dark and snow and being alone in either of them.
Listening to Nirvana's "Lithium", sounds like some good stuff.
I'm so happy
Cause today I found my friends
They're in my head, I'm so ugly
That's okay, cause so are you
Very lonely. And it's not okay. As John would say, "Everything will never be okay," or something. John, you're my hero, your philosophy is my air.
Feeling sick now. I'm going.
-clarie